week 6

Since i turned sixteen i had a job. I have worked at the Hopedale Medical Complex for OVER 66 years now. I could do that job in my sleep, (which i sometimes did on weekend mornings after i stay out til like 12 or 1 then have to be at work at like 5), i could never forget it if i tried. But what i do there is basically serve the food to the residents of commons (between elderly people living on there own and a nursing home, can take care of some things for themselves but not all) and then do the dishes.

Since i have worked here for all of my life im goin insane. When i had just started there we all used to joke around saying you have to be insane to work there, i think i truly have. i dont just feel like i work there, i feel like i live there. and blend in seeing as all the residents here are like 70.

childhood toy

when i was younger i always had my blanket with me. I know its not really considered a toy but it was the one thing that i always remember and played with it all the time. Of course i would sleep with it (duh) and keep me warm wen just sitting around the house doin absolutley nothing. i would use it to lay on or jus kind of a security thing.

it was a blanket that was made for me by one of my grandmothers.. she made it for me and had little bears all over it. Though after time went on the back come off and the stuffing started to fall out, but my mom sewed new material on the back.

Though i dont keep it with me 24/7 now i still have it.. its in a zip lock bag in my closet so nothing happens to it.. id prolly be so upset if something did

week 5

Dear Future Child,
Im a quiet person but also a loud person at the same time. When im with people i dont know im usually quiet and just sit back and observe everybody i guess you could call it. But when im with people i know and am comfortable with im loud and have the nickname "mouth." I hope you end up being a good person. I hope you listen to your parents (hint hint) and do your best in school (im not sayin you have to be a genious but just do your best). I hope you stay out of trouble. I just want you to know that the world is a big place, you can do anything and everything you want. Though some people seem harsh and mean, others are not the same. There are good people in the world, just sometimes its hard to find them.

week 4

Ive had a dream that i was out of school and living on my own. I was working at a great job and happy i remember that much but i dont remember what the job was. I was in a great relationship with a guy named matthew. we lived together and was totally happy. I had a great relationship with my family even though they live so far away.

In the dream we went back to iowa to see all of my family. We had a fun road trip laughing and playing around. When we got back to town i got to see all of my family. Seeing my baby cousin and my grandpa that we know wont make it much longer but hes still here. And see my fav cousin that has her beautiful baby girl. After the long day of seeing all my family we went back to our house and our happy lives.

If i could i would make that dream come ture i would. Being out of school and being happy with someone. Being able to see all my family and just be around them is something i wish i could do more often.