so everybody knows in high school relationships come and go. you can like a person and nobody even know. well there is a really good guy friend of mine that i like. we both know we like each other and we both act like it too each other. when we are together we act like we are dating and we talk on the phone every night like we are dating, in everyway we already are dating.. but the conflict.
we dont know if we want to be together officially. i dont want to mess up our friendship and all that good jazz but i dont want him to be with other girls..
so to get over it i basically just dont let it get to me. i just tell him i dont care what happens as long as he doesnt lie to me.
Friday, April 25, 2008
Friday, April 18, 2008
perfect boyfriend
My perfect boyfriend would be hard to explain. I mean who says anybodys perfect and who says that you can plan what is perfect for you when at 18 or even 17 you really dont know all of what you want for perfect. But if i had to choose i guess it would be like this..
He would be 6'2 (i have a thing with tall guys) light brown short hair. Not buzz cut short but not long enough he looks emo. he would probably have blue eyes. Hed be kind of skinny. I guess you could say built but not like body builder type but just looks like he works on cars or something. not trying to hard butt still if you and him are jokin around he can pick me up and throw me around. Hed be sweet of course. Know how to joke around but when you want to just get away from all the drama me and him could jus sit there and talk for hours. I would want us to have our own friends so we arent dealin with the he said she said dumb crap, but also we'd both have to get along with the others friends because friends are important to me.
id want him to be like a year or two older then me so the maturity level is up because thats one of the things i cant stand from people when all things are are drama. He knows how to joke around and have fun and get in a little trouble but not like jail time trouble. down to earth. he knows what hes doing when it comes to fixing stuff because i suck at it and hed have to know because when it comes to fixing things im dependent on people.
Hed like to work on cars and just hang out. He has to have a sweet truck. im upsesed with nice jacked up trucks so hes gotta have some fun toys that i can take and steal and play with everyonce in awhile when me and the girl friends wanna go out and just have some fun. :-)
He would be 6'2 (i have a thing with tall guys) light brown short hair. Not buzz cut short but not long enough he looks emo. he would probably have blue eyes. Hed be kind of skinny. I guess you could say built but not like body builder type but just looks like he works on cars or something. not trying to hard butt still if you and him are jokin around he can pick me up and throw me around. Hed be sweet of course. Know how to joke around but when you want to just get away from all the drama me and him could jus sit there and talk for hours. I would want us to have our own friends so we arent dealin with the he said she said dumb crap, but also we'd both have to get along with the others friends because friends are important to me.
id want him to be like a year or two older then me so the maturity level is up because thats one of the things i cant stand from people when all things are are drama. He knows how to joke around and have fun and get in a little trouble but not like jail time trouble. down to earth. he knows what hes doing when it comes to fixing stuff because i suck at it and hed have to know because when it comes to fixing things im dependent on people.
Hed like to work on cars and just hang out. He has to have a sweet truck. im upsesed with nice jacked up trucks so hes gotta have some fun toys that i can take and steal and play with everyonce in awhile when me and the girl friends wanna go out and just have some fun. :-)
Friday, April 11, 2008
week 2
If i had a movie made about me i think i would want to be played by Carrie Underwood. I know she is a lil older but not that much. She seems to be the down home type, just the normal girl and doesnt really try to be the size negative like alot girls out there.
For one of my best friends it would probably have to be Jordan Sparks. She is a girl that looks bout Jordans age and their body type is kind of similiar. They both seem to be about the holesome and just living.
For another best friend i would probably have to pick Paris Hilton. They both like to party and have a good time. Sometimes neither of them make good choices and still they come out okay. Even though they both are not the brightest they still make you laugh at the dumb stuff they do.
For one of my best guy friends i would probably pick Josh Nichols because they both are not that skinny but still you love them for them. They both seem to know how to have a good time and goofy as heck.. and thats why we love them.
The plot for my movie would probably just be surviving high school and work. goin out and hanging out with all my friends and explaning the dumb stuff we do and the trouble we get into. And how we get ourselves out of the trouble everytime.
For one of my best friends it would probably have to be Jordan Sparks. She is a girl that looks bout Jordans age and their body type is kind of similiar. They both seem to be about the holesome and just living.
For another best friend i would probably have to pick Paris Hilton. They both like to party and have a good time. Sometimes neither of them make good choices and still they come out okay. Even though they both are not the brightest they still make you laugh at the dumb stuff they do.
For one of my best guy friends i would probably pick Josh Nichols because they both are not that skinny but still you love them for them. They both seem to know how to have a good time and goofy as heck.. and thats why we love them.
The plot for my movie would probably just be surviving high school and work. goin out and hanging out with all my friends and explaning the dumb stuff we do and the trouble we get into. And how we get ourselves out of the trouble everytime.
Friday, April 4, 2008
regrets
when i was younger i lived in iowa. my mom and dad had been divorced for i dont know how long and i lived with my mom. i saw my dad on visitation on weekends every once in a while. well she and her now husband got together and they both worked at the same place. but when that place got closed down her new husband jerry got a job offer in illinois bout 2 hours away from burlington (where i lived). well the decision was made that we were gonna move there.
looking back now i couldve went to court and petitioned to move full time with my dad and stay in iowa. i wouldve been around my family the whole time rather then moving. i would be able to see all my family all the time instead of the only few times of the year that i get to make the trip back to iowa. i think i would be totally different because i would never have met anybody that i know now. i know that the way we grow up is because the way people around us. we are us because what we see and what we are around. i would be totally differnet. i dont know what wouldve happened if i wouldve stayed because i dont know who i would be around and i dont know what i wouldve done, but it is for sure things we wouldve been so different.
looking back now i couldve went to court and petitioned to move full time with my dad and stay in iowa. i wouldve been around my family the whole time rather then moving. i would be able to see all my family all the time instead of the only few times of the year that i get to make the trip back to iowa. i think i would be totally different because i would never have met anybody that i know now. i know that the way we grow up is because the way people around us. we are us because what we see and what we are around. i would be totally differnet. i dont know what wouldve happened if i wouldve stayed because i dont know who i would be around and i dont know what i wouldve done, but it is for sure things we wouldve been so different.
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