regrets

when i was younger i lived in iowa. my mom and dad had been divorced for i dont know how long and i lived with my mom. i saw my dad on visitation on weekends every once in a while. well she and her now husband got together and they both worked at the same place. but when that place got closed down her new husband jerry got a job offer in illinois bout 2 hours away from burlington (where i lived). well the decision was made that we were gonna move there.

looking back now i couldve went to court and petitioned to move full time with my dad and stay in iowa. i wouldve been around my family the whole time rather then moving. i would be able to see all my family all the time instead of the only few times of the year that i get to make the trip back to iowa. i think i would be totally different because i would never have met anybody that i know now. i know that the way we grow up is because the way people around us. we are us because what we see and what we are around. i would be totally differnet. i dont know what wouldve happened if i wouldve stayed because i dont know who i would be around and i dont know what i wouldve done, but it is for sure things we wouldve been so different.